12/23/16
Another randomness is triggering inside me. I don't know what will be the outcome of this post but I guess it will contain some of the random feelings I've felt for the past few days, months. I am quite struggling. Well, we are all struggling everyday with everything that we encounter. Bad or good, it's up to how we try to see things. I am trying to help myself mature into different things. Its kind of sad that at some point I try to see my self drifting away from people who truly matters. It seems like I am overprotecting myself from people around me. It seems like this attitude is trying to drag me away from great opportunities. I am still in battle with myself, always. And I am sorry for the people I have tried to push away from me. I'm sorry for the negative things that I have told about myself. I am sorry for discouraging you. For my friends, I am sorry for sometimes thinking negative things about you. I have trust issues, to almost everyone I meet. We can't g...