WONDERS of HAZELNUT. ♥

Tonight, I am wondering how parents feel every time they see their kids accomplished things, whether how big or small this achievement might be. I think its pure joy and happiness especially for those who came from nothing and raised their kids with so much hardwork and perseverance. To see that the baby you were just carrying in your womb, is now achieving stuffs you never imagine you can support. Just posting this because right now, and also always, just not very expressive, that I appreciate my mom and how strong she is for raising me even tho she wasn't ready when I came but now sometimes I get annoy when she brags about me but, I guess its her way of saying to herself that she did a great job and who am I to take that simple joy away from her? Also to my lola and my tita who supported my mom as well, you raised us strong, there might be times that we cry so much but every after breakdowns, you taught us well how to get back strong. Okay, will try going back to reviewing again....

How is it possible that we can continue to show our tireless smile and "im okay" lines repeatedly despite being broken deep inside, despite knowing deep deep deepest inside of you that you're barely holding on and keeping up with everyone. It seems like everyone is in a fast pace motion and you're left there trying to keep up and has no energy to continue already. I continue to remind myself to not look at how others go on with their life because I have my own pace, I have my own stuffs to mind and eventually will be there where they are also. But how can I keep going when it seems that I lost myself trying to keep going. How do we keep going?