WONDERS of HAZELNUT. ♥

Nothing's ever gonna change right now. What I mean is that where I am right now, it's not gonna change in an instant. But we all have the ability to change to improve what's coming along our way. And I know I have been very irresponsible for the past few months but we have to keep going on and continue thinking how we should go on. Never ever surrender on yourself because when you do, its the end of the story.

For the meantime, I guess I am actually enjoying the moments I am out from my soc med, trying to know myself more and being less concerned of what I have and don't have compared to other people. Came to a point where it became more of a distraction and a toxic stuff rather than its more usage for communication. I know it's just me but I guess I'll just go back whenever it feels good already, the time that I won't be affected anymore by what other people has to say. I just miss the time when it was all about face to face stuffs and not just all out on online stuffs. It's a lot healthier for the soul.

Today is not about lost friendship but how I came to a point where I just wanna thank God for all the blessing I have, for all the friends that I have and to apologize for not appreciating what is now and choosing to dwell on what was there for the past few months and previous days. And today we focus on what is now and what is about to come. This was 3 days ago but I'm posting this for memories and to share my take aways from what I reviewed today, actually this is not academical stuffs but its verbatim from one of my pharma tutors: "Just like heavy metals, when you have toxic friends and relationships and its already affecting your relationships and the way you look at things in general, you have to terminate and cut off. You have to alienate yourself from this situation." - Doc G Okay, to end this. Happy 25th of life Hazelnut!! Continue to wander and wonder!