anxiety
It's another anxiety attack, but today its not about school but how I cope up with life. While typing this, my hands are shaking probably because of the coffee I just drank and moreover maybe of the reasons that there are so many things I am thinking right now. Is it okay to think about what your worth is? How hurtful would it be to see yourself in the same situation you were a few years back but right now I guess it's just because of the trauma I had that I always want to be sure that my partner is so sure of me. How heavy it is to be inside a human body who is almost always insecure? Who thinks that she's not enough? Who thinks I am always repleceable? How heavy it is to ask yourself to change just because its already hurting you so much you want to burst out as much as how you're trying your best to stay calm. You talk yourself out that its okay, its just okay to feel that way and you think of things to reassure yourself that you are enough. You try to ignore things ...