WONDERS of HAZELNUT. ♥

Hello love, First of all and not last hahahhajk happy birthday to you, I know a lot of things happened again, a lot of struggles but hey,I am always proud that you're here showing up for you. I know there are so many times that you're choosing to dwell on doubting yourself, but I am still proud that you still choose to show up and that takes a lot of courage so even though you feel sometimes that no one's there for you, I will try my best to hug you and comfort you and still support you with all the whispers I have reserved for those times. I know it's real but don't let those negative whispers and overthinking invade your mind. You are in control, love. You are growing. I know that. You have been hurt and of course, please also accept the fact that even though it was not intentional, you have also hurt them. In time, I hope everything falls into place but regardless, choose to forgive, choose to be more kind, choose to let go of the pain. Do not let it consume yo...

There's a lot of post in threads wherein I always see people posting and writing stuff to their future someone. I am not sure of the feeling of sadness I have right now roots from there. I don't know I kept telling myself that its not my priority to find a partner but I know deep down that having a family of my own will always be a dream. That's why there's also that fear of starting again. What happens in the future, hazelnut? We don't know but will keep praying that when the future comes, we will be ready. Aral padin! Love, hazelnut coconut

hello love, Today, we received your account again for another beginning or just a continuation of what we have started. I don't know what's yet to come but I hope you fill your heart with hope and trust and more more courage to keep going, okay? I know it's hard, I know you've been hurt but you can do this, okay? I hope at the end of this, all of us would pass. I hope your heart and mind would rest with the thought that the friendship was always genuine to begin with. No more dwelling on what could have been, after this one, I hope we all find the courage to somehow fix things, somehow, somedday. I wish you all the best for this one, discipline, okay? You can do this hizil, i gotchu. With all the love I am still learning to give you, hezelnut coconut. PS: Today, I met Den. And I really hope that we can be good friends for a very long long time. Its hard you know to attach yourself and keep hoping to find good friends that you can always count on. I'm just putting...