WONDERS of HAZELNUT. ♥

It has been a hobby to randomly check old photos and some memories when I feel sad. And sometimes I wonder why I always look happy in the previous photos but seems like my whole world is a mess. I am not sure if I'm just great with masking my emotions or maybe because there were really actual moments that I was happy. I'm wondering. Thanks to cameras, we capture a lot of moments that seems like great memories. Tonight will pass, my thoughts will pass and we continue to believe that we will keep going. 

I know right now Gabby, you're confused. Yeah, I know what my mind is about to say, I AM ALWAYS CONFUSED.     BUT  I am doing this to help myself vent out, so here we go, Dear self, I know that your dream right now, your goal is to be a future doctor and yet you feel so confused if this goal is just meant to be a dream, something that you think is never really gonna happen in real life. You are full of doubts, you overthink things, you feel like you aren't enough. Well real talk, Gabby, I think you're not giving it your all. Whatever you're thinking about yourself, it is not good, it is not your right to give yourself a limit to what you think you can do. I know deep deep inside you, you are praying, you are hoping that God has something in store of you. Of course Gabby, God has so much for you, but it is up to you girl, how are you gonna manage yourself? Will you let God turn you to something He had plan you to be or will you let your doubts, your thoughts, your negat...