WONDERS of HAZELNUT. ♥

hahahahaha the title got me questioning myself too? nuraw. In the middle of the night, or maybe in the middle of the madaling araw, I am here in Baguio, downstairs of the apartment where I'm staying at. Got back from Vigan and instead of letting the cold and my thoughts consume me, i decided to write before all the batteries run off. I visited Tita awhile ago and isn't it funny that in my thoughts, I was telling Tita how much of a kind, patient and loving person she was to me and that I wanna be like her despite all the pains I had to go through. I know she knows how hurt I am but I kept telling myself I am still blessed to have experienced growing up by their side and that I know I grew up with the best people by my side trying their best to give me the things I need and want against all odds. They raised me well, they raised me to be a good person. And so I kept praying that despite everything, I want to be as kind, patient and loving person like Tita. I want to be as toug...

Just like any other day, today is the same. hahaha joke lang. di ako bitter, but I guess today would remind me that I'm grateful I'm alive and trying everyday to learn how to love myself. It's also a nice day to remind myself not to settle ever again! For all the pain, I hope someday I would be able to look back and smile and be grateful for all the lessons it gave me. But today, it's more on acceptance that whatever happened, it will be okay and I will heal! Aral padin today despite the anxiety na 44 days nalang! Do not be afraid, be courageous! Good morning love! Love, hazelnut chocnut. PS: we got free lettuce for today, and I guess even without the relationship, It was nice starting the day with receiving smiles and kindness from other people, so today, let's not only spread love but kindness at most as well! Keep going love!