WONDERS of HAZELNUT. ♥

I am currently in conflict with myself. Yes, I make it an excuse na ang problema ko is friends, family, anything, everything but then ang totoo. I am always in a battle with myself. Ganun naman lagi actually ganun dapat pero it turns out that I take this situation in a negative way, not in a way that people usually say "always try to compete with yourself because in that way, you can be a better person. I am actually tired of my daily routines. Me going to school, doing works related to school, to my internship, with my friends, with every people that I meet, with every guy that seems to like me. I am tired of trying to deal with everything that is happening because after all, until now I cannot still define or differentiate the difference between real and fake because, again and again, I myself, I am a fake. Finally, there I said it. And its a fact, its the truth that I guess I have to accept and then probably try to change. I am tired of smiling. Because sometimes, all the t...

If ever you get the chance to read this, I know you know yourself. I hope you know that you are the one I am talking about here in this whatever you want to call this that I will soon post.  I am currently thinking about you. Stating the obvious actually. I don't know. It's like that there's something that makes me think about you for how many random times. If you quite know my be now, maybe you don't know how to deal with this feelings that I am encountering. I am not fond of dealing with guys deeply. Yes I talk to guys but then I don't try to talk to them into deeper conversations. Almost a month palang kasi tayong nagkakausap talaga, and once lang na nagkasama talaga so yes, I still don't consider my feelings as something urgent or important or something that I should worry about. But yes, I kinda think that I am starting to like you but then I am hoping that I won't fall for you. I guess its a bad idea.  You make me feel special kaso I am so wor...