WONDERS of HAZELNUT. ♥

I’M NOT TELLING YOU IT’S GOING TO BE EASY,  BUT I’M TELLING YOU IT’S GOING TO BE WORTH IT. Ginagawa ko ‘to para sabihin sa mga tao na lahat tayo may kanya-kanyang problema at laban na pinagdadaanan, ginawa ko to para patunayan sa mga taong dumadaan sa parehas kong sitwasyon na kaya nyo yan at kakayanin din. Four years ago, ako yung probinsyana girl na walang idea kung anong pwedeng mangyari sa akin dito sa Manila. Hiwalay ang parents ko at lumaki ako sa side ng tita ko. Di ko naman kinakahiya na ganito ang naging kapalaran ko. Masaya ako sa probinsya hanggang sa bigla akong ilinipat dito sa Manila para magcollege kasama ang family ni Mama. To be honest hindi naging madali sakin mag-adjust, sobrang daming challenges at ang pinakabigat is yung laban sa sarili mo mismo.  First year college, gising maaga pasok school, aral, uwi agad, kilos kilos sa bahay, tulog. Ganyan ang naging routine ko hanggang sa naramdaman ko na hindi na pala ako masaya. Alam ko ...

It's quite frustrating that sometimes people who you value are the ones who tries to hurt you. Every time I encounter this, there's always a battle within me on how I would react with this situation. I always try to set my mind to be on the good side. Yes, to be honest, I am mostly invaded with negative thoughts like "hey you are so annoying please go away" but then on the other side of my mind, I kept on reminding myself of the good and happy memories I have with those people that had hurt me. I kept reminding myself that they are important part of my life. I kept thinking that whatever we are going through is just a challenge to the bond of our friendship, that we need to get over this and not let it break our friendship. Pain demands to be felt.

If someone tells you that you're not good enough, never ever believe them because it is only you that can decide whether you are something or nothing. Never ever let the words of other people pull you down or push you down. There are times when someone close to you will be the one trying to degrade you but learn to know yourself better. Be the one who can control yourself, your emotion. Define yourself, do not let the definition of other people about you be you.

I hope everyone have the courage to dream another dream every time their dreams fail. Its okay to be sad about something you expect to happen and then there's no way you can do to make it happen. Yes, apparently we cannot dream anything. There is always a limit but then I guess the limit depends on us, on how we see ourselves. So if you have big dreams, I believe that the first step on making this a reality is to see yourself as something big, something that is capable of making this big dreams happen.

“Well-makers lead the water (wherever they like); fletchers bend the arrow; carpenters bend a log of wood; wise people fashion themselves. – Gautama Buddha”             Change is inevitable; it is something that we cannot stop from happening. The question of who I really am is a question that had always bothered me. It is a question that I have asked myself for a countless times.             According to Julian Baggani, a British philosopher is that we are a collection of experiences. We are in a some ways, we are very very complex collection or a collection of things He states that we don’t discover or search for our true self; instead we have the free will to create our self or to decide what we are going to be. I kind of agree with what the philosopher have mentioned in some ways because I think the decisions I made and the choices I have chosen are basically the...