ANNOYED

It's quite frustrating that sometimes people who you value are the ones who tries to hurt you. Every time I encounter this, there's always a battle within me on how I would react with this situation. I always try to set my mind to be on the good side. Yes, to be honest, I am mostly invaded with negative thoughts like "hey you are so annoying please go away" but then on the other side of my mind, I kept on reminding myself of the good and happy memories I have with those people that had hurt me. I kept reminding myself that they are important part of my life. I kept thinking that whatever we are going through is just a challenge to the bond of our friendship, that we need to get over this and not let it break our friendship. Pain demands to be felt.