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thank you Lord

thank you Lord for always being nice to me despite me doing all the running away stuff from so many problems, thank you for the courage, for the heart that still wants to keep going no matter what. thank you for all the good people you surround me with, i pray for a heart that would always want to be good to other people, that would always choose to be kind and to help more. thank you for all the people who are praying for me. i will try again because i truly believe that you planted this dream in my heart for a reason, even tho hirap na hirap na ako intindihin ang med i will always choose to stay in this field, someday makakaraos din. for now, aral ulit! keep going hizil and just trust the process. love, hezelnut coconut
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