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Hi Mico!

If ever you get the chance to read this, I know you know yourself. I hope you know that you are the one I am talking about here in this whatever you want to call this that I will soon post.  I am currently thinking about you. Stating the obvious actually. I don't know. It's like that there's something that makes me think about you for how many random times. If you quite know my be now, maybe you don't know how to deal with this feelings that I am encountering. I am not fond of dealing with guys deeply. Yes I talk to guys but then I don't try to talk to them into deeper conversations. Almost a month palang kasi tayong nagkakausap talaga, and once lang na nagkasama talaga so yes, I still don't consider my feelings as something urgent or important or something that I should worry about. But yes, I kinda think that I am starting to like you but then I am hoping that I won't fall for you. I guess its a bad idea.  You make me feel special kaso I am so wor...
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