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Hi Kyle,

To be honest, it is you, it was you that I can only consider as my guy best friend, my real guy best friend. I don't know why, I won't blame life. Its reality that life is not fair and reality also that there are no permanent things, people in life. Everyone's temporary but at most I thought that in the relationship that we share, our friendship was something I can hope that could last a lifetime, something that would last long but then it did not. I don't want this to be another reason for me to not believe that someday there would be someone that will stay, very long, that there would be someone that will truly love me the way I deserve to be loved. I am talking about all the forms of love you can think, family, friends, lovers, strangers, whatever. But right now, I am in constant of having faith that even though people are not consistent in my life. I will have God beside me.

I am really feeling frustrated of the lost friendship. It was something special for me, I really treasure it but I guess I can only treasure now the memories that we had and not you as a person. I am ending the way of friendship we had before, the closeness we have is something that I have to let go in order to let other people stay in your life longer. I will not forget you, you must not worry about that because I am not ending the friendship we have. You can still say "Hi, Hello." I will always smile back. You will always be a part of my life already, and that's a fact. Maybe, we can no longer eat ice cream together, I can no longer cry or look for you when someone broke my heart. We can no longer go other places exploring. Those are some things that I have to let go that I have been used to doing with you.

But before I end this, I hope someday you'll be able to read this. I have no hard feelings towards you, at least I am trying not to have. I want to thank you for a lot of things, for being a best friend. Thank you for being there when my Tita was in the hospital, and also when she died. Thank you for being there when my boyfriend fooled me, when I was really so down. Thank you for bringing me to place that were peaceful. Thank you for the ice cream, stick-O's and all the food trips. Thank you for always being there when I want to join something. Endless thank you for making me feel worth it of the friendship we have. I will miss the friendship we have and most especially you. I understand your choices, your decisions. I am accepting it and with that, til we meet again.

P.S: This really sounds corny and I hope this can make you smile also because I guess someday when I'll be reading this, it will make me smile and laugh as well of the kacornyhan I am typing here.


With love,

Panget/Kambal/Hazel/Leshang

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