This one is for you

Its been days or maybe weeks since the last time we talk. Thank you for trusting me, thank you for being there, for being my bestfriend even though sometimes I refused to call you one. Thank you for listening and for always reminding me that I can always call you. I know this past few days, its you who have a lot on his mind, but im scared to approach you, im scared that i wont be able to tell you the things that you need to hear or maybe want to hear as well because i am always lost for words and thoughts. And at some point, you are very distant right now. And i dont understand. I want to remind you also that you got me, that I am just here waiting for you to share your own burden. That even though most of the time I'm quiet, i hope i made you feel that you are not alone, and that you still have us here supporting you. You might say this is drama, but we all need it sometimes, right ? I'm giving you space to think about things you really wanna do and at some point hoping that you would remember me and let me know, not just wait for me to remind you that I'm here but I'm here and i miss you.