do you think?

Not to be negative but right now, im feeling down, little bit way way down. Yes, there's always that pain knowing that he never really makes that effort to be close to me, where in fact he was the one who left me, I was the one who forced myself to come back to his life and still I get this. Sometimes its just frustrating, depressing and i cant even explain the mixed emotion but we get used to it, just sliding that tiny feeling of hoping he might later on show up the way he should. hazelnut, walang magiipon ng sama ng loob! bye