happy birthday in heaven, my angel!!

To my guardian angel, Its been more than a decade of not being with you, and you, celebrating your day in heaven. I still celebrate your existence in my life and remember you so many times. I wrote a lot of letters for you and I'm sorry a lot of it talks about struggles and surviving but you kept me going. So today, I look back again on our memories that continues to guide me to want to be a better person because I saw you try and try to become a bigger person. Always helping. Always loving. Happy birthday in heaven Tita. Your prayers for me are still here, because I am still here.

I went to church this morning, Tita, like every other sunday. May nakatabi ako na lola and her apo and I remembered you and how we were like that before, napangiti nalang ako when I heard the apo say na punta daw sila mamaya sa playground sa plaza. And yes that was me also, na magswiswing for 5-10 mins bago umuwi + jollibee with kiddie meals hahahha kaya mas gusto ko dati sa Cathedral nagsisimba compared to bassit nga simbaan. Hahahaha what I love about Bassit na simbaan was the mister donut. Now, I go to church alone Tita but I guess I never truly felt alone, because you were always with me. Linapit mo ko kay Lord. And I will always, and forever be grateful for that because no matter what I go through, I will never be alone. I miss you Tita, sana masarap handa mo dyan. Watch over me as I prepare for my PLE!!!

Love, self-proclaimed fave Apo.