Hello love,

I am here to say I'm happy you're trying, you're taking your healing seriously. And it's okay to choose yourself multiple times. If you lost people in the middle of searching for your peace, it will be okay. It may hurt now, I know you miss them so much. I know how much you value your relationship and how toxic your attachment issue can be. But please know, there's nothing wrong with feeling deeply for people you like. And I know there's something wrong with you isolating yourself, but slowly, you will get better at handling your relationship whether it be friends or family. You will be okay. I'm proud of how you're trying to be aware of your emotions. Takes time, so be gentle and patient with yourself.

We're done with midterms, and you finished it without breaking down. And whatever your score may be, let this be something to push you more and prepare more. Pray, okay? For courage and peace. Someday, it won't be heavy anymore. And I'll be here, loving you even more, even with all the flaws, self. You got this, i gotchu. Love, you. Bye.